....just not Fair

I tried so hard to get better or just to get something I want

and What if some1 said I'm not good enough? It's Ok I will

try harder But that some1 give the thing I want to my fri who

never tried hard enough or good enough? what Does this

mean eh? Life is not fair.......just not fair. Since that some1

don't know how hard I try to get it she'll say just like every1

did. Funny how can they know me when they never tried to

understand me and pretend that they know me haha... they 

know me....so funny eh?  It's alright, when they pretend like

that again this time I am gonna say ," Yeah right, sure, whatever

u can keep ur Bull @#$%^& and leave me alone Mother

@#$%^&" that would be pretty mean and funny but I don't

think I will have enough courage to say that though lol .........

Now what?

What would u do if something bad happened and

u never expected to be turn out that bad? I know

I wasn't ready do accept it at first but as long as

I live on the good things will happen right? Live

never get easier until u reach ur goal .... I don't

really know what should I do now but I won't

give up on trying my dream come true.